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I have a tagboard!!

Hahaha~ yea yea i know u the title sounds so lame but wut can i do? im so damn excited! haha~ i hav my own tagboard olredy!! and of course, i really sincerely from the bottom of my hearty wanted to say THANKS to my super-duper-dearly WALID for it!!

owhhkay, there's a lot of things coming around~~ with all the presentations, micro teaching, tests, exams, etc..life just got more busier than ever!! so yea, i have soOooO limited tym for myself & blogging in here~~ duh!

well, its almost 1am, i really do have to sleep now~~ warghhhh~~ so sleepy~~
i hope all this misery will end soon! haha~ duh~~~!!

its been awhile~

owhkay, its been awhile since my last post...its not that i dont miss my blogging life but im so damn busy & even now im still busy doing my assgnment which i hav to submit by tomorrow..

the only reason i post in today is to thank my dear walid for editing my blog skin~~ thank u darls, without u, i wouldnt be able to hav such a beautiful skin for myself *looks like someone is going to keep on bugging u after dis lid!! haha*

okay this guy here, he's walid! he's the youngest IT pro that i have ever know... i mean, he's a bit (bit ok!!..) younger than i am & he knows more about computers & internets than i do... oh walid, ur so kambang my dear~~

k, gtg....assignment is waiting~~ love, kiss & hugs~~~

Its my niece's bday

This is her years ago...its hari raya n i cant remember which raya is it...hehe

This is her now~

Happy 4th B'day my dear hessa~

Ur my sunshine & i love u so much....

ok, she's so cheeky, she wants to be a model & she really loves to dance!! My siblings said that im the one to be blamed for teaching her how to dance...haha...lol...

OMG, my sister is herem im supposed to change & go buy hessa's cake..ahaha... k gtg... will be updating this soon~~ heheh~

Someone is in love

Love is in the air~~ not 4 me tho, 4 both of my cute frens..they were so in love with their admirer!! haha~ cant believe Bunal went to the mall just to see Bejay, i mean not actually see but hope to see~~ haha~~ that is so funny how love can make pple go crazy~~ they tend to do all the crazy stuff just to see the one they love~~ wow~~

As for me, im not having any special feeling on anyone, i do flirt coz im born with my 'flirtitious' talent, hahaha~~ yea, i like to flirt but i never ask for more, its just for fun...who cares? even my parents know how cheeky i am & they dont mind and why shud other pple mind? hahaha~~ what the heck am i bluffing about?

Damn, its lunch tym~~ i need to have my lunch now~~ my mom is callig my name olredy~~ hehe...i'll be blogging again soon!! hehe>>

30th of March 2007

Morning


Woke up at 10am, called my eldest sis (aling) whether she's going to her fren's ceremony or not~~she said she's not feeling well, so i offered myself to drive for her... (see? i can b a good girl somtym..hahaha)...thus, at exactly 2.45pm i drove to yayasan b4 going to my sister's fren house at beribi...


Afternoon

Exactly 3.45pm, we arrived at kaka deekay house, she's having a ceremony called "mandi belawat" (celebration for 1st child in the family), so, i sat down in 1 of the camps provided & i feel so damn hot!! the sun is striking towards us & i can feel my skin burning.... whaha.... seriously!! there is 8 camps provided & not so many pple are around, just enough for a small function like that~~ Then soon after we came, my sister's fren came in, some of her x-mates... so, yea, as usual they start to talk about their life, kids,blablabla,yadayadayada.....etc....hahah.. and so ive found, 1 of her frens is the mother of gzul's gf, shima...shima is my coursemate in UBD but were not so close though...well yeah, thats a suprise, the mother start to ask about her, blabla....so cant comment a lot as i am not so close with her, so, i tell her wut i know...~~ hehe~~


But one of her frens named Nurul, she brought 2 of her 3 kids and this thing really caught my eyes..the age of the son is 5 & the daughter is 2+.. whew...their attitude really makes me feel scared to be a mom, i mean,when the mother says NO then they stop to do all the silly things but then they start again, which the mother have to keep on saying NO for a couple of times!! Especially when it comes to 'eating time', she cant even eat in peace, she has too look at the kids since they keep on wandering around... well, i dont blame the mother nor the kids in making me feeling like this but yeah, it does scares me...its not because of giving birth part but its about being a good mom... am i going to be a good mother fr my kids? can i feed them well? can i give them the best education that they should have get? can i discipline them very well?, a lot of questions just pops up on top of the head...~~well, yea...nothing is perfect but am i wrong if i desired for somthing close to perfect? ehe~


Ok, back to the ceremony, the baby & the mother went out to meet & greet with the people... The mum is wearing blue and the baby is wearing white (she's so damn cute!!!!!!!!!!) Manage to caught her pics, im loving it~~ hehheheh.....







Mommy & Nurin


So, at around 5pm, we have to do coz my sister & i need to pick up my 10 yr old nephew from tuition, he's having PSR, so yea, he needed it ...hehehe... Then, 5.20 we arrived & exactly 5.40 my neph is there & we went to the Mall caz i wanna buy a Mp3 FM modulator as yesterday was the last day for the BITEx (Brunei International Technology Exhibition) so, i needed to go there so badly!! After we arrived, I went to surau for my asar & maghrib prayer, den, went to ground floor to see the exhibition... I bought the modulator for $30 and my sister bought me a 1GB that cost only $17 (how cheap is that??) ... hehehe....so now i can listen to my fav songs in my car without actually having a CD player!! wahahahah.....and then,we went back home soon after that~~~

My new pendrive & My new FM modulator

Night

At around 8pm, we arrived at my sister's house at sg tilong & i feel so damn tired already...my mom is waiting 4 me there, so that we can go home together..it was raining heavily when we arrived, our house is having blackout for 2 times and then i went upstairs & online for awhile but didnt got the chance to blog and now, im blogging while my mom is preaching downstairs!! hahahah~~lol... so, im happy today coz i have 2 new 'properties' of mine & yeah, cant wait to use it~~ hehehhehe~~

k, i'll be blogging soon~~ hehe...mwahzz...

love & peace = harmony^v^

This is dedicated to my frens throughtout the world...wherever u r~~

okay, this is my 1 st post, well actually i posted yesterday but then i have no idea how it dissapear, so yea, sbar sja tia~~

as this is my 1st one, i have no idea wat to post!! haha...lol... but from the title, actually dis thing is also 4 dhiya who have been asking me when am i going to post my next blog in my old blogspot (it is still available but i forgot the username & password) so ya..that is why this thing is created..


''Life doesnt always go my way..."
I have no idea why that lyric pops up into my head..its just maybe i tot that it is true...life doesnt always go my way, i wanted all the wealth in life but i havent gotten it, i always wanted to be as beauty as as other pple but never been fulfilled, and theres 1 thing that ive always wanted to have in this whole wide world but it never came close to me that is, being loved and loving back..i gotten all the love & care from my parents and my other siblings, my cousins & my frens but not from a guy whom i can call thru my hard times, who will always be there to wipe off my tears & make silly jokes just to make me smile & happy~~

Im always in no luck when it comes to love...once i had a boyfriend, i loved him too much, but in the end, he's the one who's giving me all the hard times & making me cried~~ so, if u say im phobia, nahh..im not but i can say im more careful in choosing someone to be love... Loving someone is not just by saying 'i love u' , its more like making him on top of ur list(after ur family) in anything u do, it has gotten to do with loyalty, respect & trust... I think so, im no expert in love but yea i do know some..haha...

owhkay, enough of the sadness, im boing to post another post for the events that happen to me yesterday...erm~~ that sounds a lot..haha lol...

last but not least, to all my frens, welcome, leave me a comment & link me~~ hahah..lol